Monday, August 20, 2007

dont ask me ANYTHING regarding this post.
just very random/mixed feelings of mine now.

i really hate what i am now la.
fake hopes is always given to me.
please dont give me those hopes anymore.
i really detest it. like how i detest cats ><''
is promises really mend to be broken?
if you really cannot keep it,
please don't promise me anything.
i don't want anything from you.
im not going to wait for anything.
my heart jumps everytime i see you calling.
but not anymore, cause you ain't calling me anymore.
god is not being fair to me.
so im not going to be fair to anyone.
everyone is treating me for granted.
im like being there for people whenever they want.
but where are they want i need them?
maybe some la, just a handful though.
tell me what i should do now.
im lost, with different types of feelings.
like having buffet like that.
so many varieties.
kill me anyone, i will ask my parents not to sue you (: